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Pain

****(My posts don't have any kind of order or anything to them... they are just me writing down my thoughts when I have them)**** So tonight, I realized that the pain of something never completely goes away. It's kinda like an earthquake. Something will blow up, plans will fall through, people will break your heart. And there is pain. Sometime a little, sometimes a lot. Regardless, pain is pain. But it goes away for a bit. You are surrounded by friends and family, they love, support and encourage you. You feel happy. The pain becomes dormant, like earthquakes do. Then one day, for no reason at all, or sometimes for every reason in the world, the earthquake will explode. The pain will come flooding back. Memories, heartaches, thoughts... they all come in one big explosion. It hurts like crazy, you don't know whether to be angry or cry. It can be something as simple as seeing a picture, hearing a sound or smelling a smell. Anything could trigger that pain. And what do you d

First Post

Hey Everyone! So I'm not going to worry about doing an intro on myself, who I am, why I started this blog, why I write etc. I'm sure you will figure it out along the way! I am going to tell you that this blog is in no way going to be professional in the way I write or "talk". I'm just going to lay it out there about how I'm feeling. Sometimes posts might be a jumbled mess, especially if my brain is going a million different directions and having thousands of random thoughts. I will try to keep in together as best I can. Hopefully you will enjoy my journey of my perfectly imperfect, hot mess of a life!